Author: Citra Nilakresna Dewi

Leave to love you more

leavetolove you more ctrpublisher (Pinterest, 2020) And if letting the one that you love is also a part of loving them, then I will have to leave you, for I know it is time for me to shine, because you are no longer mine. Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) And if leaving the one that you love is also a part of loving them, then I’ll go before the sun rises from its sleep; before my heart says otherwise.   I’ll take this road because I love you. And I leave to love you more.   Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Moon and stars

Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) moonandstars ctrpublisher (Pinterest, 2020) Whenever I looked at the sky at night, I told the stars about you. And whenever I looked at the stars at night, I told the moon that I have finally found my own star. Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Some days

some days ctrpublisher (Pinterest, 2020) Some days, I’d go and looked for the love that has been buried deep inside. How terrifying it is, to find it hasn’t changed, since the moment I chose to let go and let it be.   Some days, I’d go and looked for the love that has been buried deep inside. How terrifying it is, to find myself realized how I love you still since then. Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021)   And some days, I’d go and looked for that love, that was no longer mine.     Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Hello

Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) hello ctrpublisher (Pinterest, 2020) It’s always been a ‘hello’ to me. And it will always be. Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Maybe this time

maybethis time ctrpublisher (Pinterest, 2020)   I digged up that hole, I tasted the water, drenched in sweat. I slipped, I stumbled, I fell, more than once. Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) And in the end, I failed.   But maybe, maybe this time, I’ll get it right. Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Midnight thoughts

midnightthoughts ctrpublisher (Pintrest, 2020) I drink a coffee at night, staring into empty spaces. “What did I miss?”   I know I’ve known these empty feeling for so long. It’s like I am destined to be here. As if I was born and bred.   “Am I destined to soar alone?” Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) It was my negative thoughts talking and thinking.     / our midnight thoughts /   Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Fou d’amour

foud’amour ctrpublisher (Pinterest, 2020) By the end of the day, I will seek you out among the stars. And if I can’t find you up there, then I will see you in my dreams. By the end of the day, I hang on to the thoughts of seeing you, holding you, and feel the rhythm of your heartbeat. For where the song of it’s heart, contain the secret story of you. Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) By the end of the day, I will listen for your voice in the distance. I will look at the moon and close my eyes. “I love you”   his words echoed in my head, over and over again. All this time, I learn the way to love. For I know I love you too. And nothing ends wrong.   Because love is after all a feeling that strong. And you are where I belong. Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

If only

if only ctrpublisher (Indonesia, 2020) In sadness, she finds joy that no one can understand. she lives in that world for far too long that she get used to it.   Hard to find the one that she can trust. Because for her, trusting someone is as hard as believing that there is happiness, that those things are exist, which she can find it anywhere. Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) If only she let herself to believe that she can, that she deserve to have it all her way.   if only she could see and feel.   /everything-in-between/ .20 Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest

Enough

Poetry Writing Post (Catharsis, 2021) enough ctrpublisher (Indonesia, 2018) It is enough for me by day to breathe the same air with him, to feel the warmth of his embrace.   Enough that over us by night looking at the same moon under the same sky.   I do not ask nor expect to have the world at my fingertips. it is enough for me to have his love, heart, his whole being, the good and the bad.   It is enough to have him. Read my other post Rest in love Read More Poetry All at once Read More Load More Stay Connect. Instagram Pinterest